Hello! Welcome!
My name is Alana (Lana) and I am here to spread the joy of LIFE through family, food and love! I am a Play at home mom of our beautiful daughter, Zoey Mae and our handsome little man Paxton Creed. I am married to my best friend who I have been with since Jan 2007 (married on 8-9-10) My mission for this blog is to share our everyday life here in the Pennewell household! Thanks for stopping by and share the LOVE with others!
Oh where to begin.....
Well it all started when Justin and I
decided to try for baby Pennewell number 2! We couldn't wait to expand
our family but needed to wait a little longer than we hoped due to
changing insurance policies. So when we could finally begin to "try" for
another baby it took exactly three months just as it did with
conceiving Zoey. On that third month I took a test 2 weeks after my
"conceive date" and sure enough it popped up positive!! We were stoked!
So finding out at 2 weeks along (just as we did with Zoey) made for a
long anxious pregnancy. We announced the news at Zoeys 2nd birthday party where all of our parents, close friends and family would be. She opened this as a gift from her parents :}
As much as I couldn't wait to hold my baby I
wanted pregnancy to last forever. I lOVE being pregnant and thinking
this COULD be our last child I didn't want it to end. I knew I had only 9
short months to carry my 'last' baby and knew I had the rest of my life
to love him so I wanted it to last just a little longer. We found out we
were having a BOY by doing a gender reveal with our family while on a
camping trip.
We were convinced it was a girl since the pregnancy was
smooth sailing just like my first pregnancy with Zoey was. So when that
blue silly string came flying out it took us a few seconds to even
focus on the fact that it was indeed blue and not pink. The look on my
husbands face was priceless!!!!
His eyes instantly filled with joyful
tears as he was finally getting the son he longed for. Our gender reveal video Click here
Ok so fast
forward a few months to Labor Day (the holiday) when I literally started
having contractions the moment it turned midnight on labor day. Apparently Paxton is a jokster because I had Prodromal labor ALL day on
labor day that led up to nothing. They were gone the next day. I had a
few more contractions on and off all week. We went in on our due date to have a check up and they ordered an ultrasound to check his status and to make sure he was in position and had enough fluid to stay in a little longer. Everything checked out beautifully and it helped to set our minds at ease to continue with our home birth plan!
Our due date 9/9 came and went. I secretly loved that he gave his momma a
few extra days of holding him all to myself. :] Sweet boy!
This was at 40 weeks and 1 day
Now its
Friday 9/12, 3 days past my due date and I start having regular
contractions all day and night as I walk the Isle of white county fair
with family! In labor walking the fair, picture with my momma! :}
It was such a fun night for Zoey to have as her last night
as an only child.
The next morning 9/13, 4 days past my due date I was
still having the same contractions as the night before. I went on about
my day and decided to nap while Zoey napped wondering if that would make
it stop. NOPE, I couldn't even nap and got up around 3 and texted my
mom at 4 to tell her she should probably come over with her overnight
bag and plan to stay the night. Not even 10 minutes later I text again and
said "no, you should come now"!! She called and said "is it time?" and I
replied " I think so!" and burst into tears. We got off the phone and I ran
to the bathroom and sobbed. So much emotion came over me and hearing my
moms voice was exactly what I needed. The thought of Zoey no longer
being an only child, the thought of seeing my precious baby boy, the
thought of delivering my son at home surrounded only by family, and of
course fear, a little fear set in and all I wanted was my mom to get
there. On her way she called both of my sisters to let them know it was
time!!!!
When my mom arrived we embraced and sobbed together.... Big babies :}
They were all there between 430-5 and contractions were getting
more intense and fast but I was still able to talk between them. This is everyone that was there for the labor and birth (including my sister Adena who took this photo)
I over
heard my mom telling Justin that I wasn't close yet because I was still
chatting between contractions. So as soon as 6 o'clock hit I noticed I was no longer talking
to anyone and realized OH SHIT, I'M CLOSE.
Then its like my sister read my
mind and she said "if you plan to have this baby upstairs you need to
get up there" I tried to resist as I was scared I wouldn't be able to
get as comfortable as I currently was laying over the couch. But they
convinced me to go. Zoey and my sister Adora were busy little bees
playing downstairs while we made our way to the bedroom.
I was sooooo happy to be at home laboring with my husband and
family by my side and knowing Zoey was downstairs and I knew
exactly what she was doing and knew she was close by. There is nothing
like the comfort of your own home. I had envisioned my birth for months.
I had read story after story of successful unassisted home births and I
KNEW that is what I was going to do. My strong mother delivered 3 of
her daughters at home unassisted with only my dad and her mother. I knew
I wanted to be as Strong as her and I knew this is how labor and
delivery should be. I KNEW I did not belong in a hospital and I knew the
hospital was only 7 minutes away should I need medical assistance. I
believed in myself, I believed in my body and I believed in my baby. I
KNEW we would have the birth I envisioned and I told my mind and body
what to do. I studied the Bradley Way of childbirth and I used those
techniques to get me through it. I kept a relaxed face and body and it
helped labor move quickly.
If you fight labor it will only last longer. As I now realize was what I did with Zoey. I envisioned the exact spot in my house I wanted to bring him into this world I planned every detail and went over it with Justin a month before.This set up on the floor is what I planned and how I wanted my labor to go. My sisters, husband and mother were exactly what I needed. They were there and they were silent. I was in my zone and moved about as I was getting through every contraction.
I would turn to my mom and whimper in a sense knowing she knew exactly
what I felt and would sympathize with me. Then I would turn to my
husband and get this strong power lift and want to do it for him, I
wanted to be strong, and I wanted him to be proud! He would encourage me
and tell me exactly what I needed to hear. He would remind me to breath
and to relax and let me know it is going exactly as I had dreamt it
would go for the last 9 months. I kept waiting for the moment when I
would feel like giving up but it never came. I had been told "just when
you want to give up, know that you are almost done" But that feeling
never came, I wanted this home birth so bad, more than anything I ever
wanted in my life. I couldn't wait until the moment I would have Paxton
in my arms and snuggling me on my chest. So I thought about that over
and over and I fought through all the pain. I only had hard labor for
about an hour before I started to push. I pushed standing up, leaning on
my husbands shoulders for support. Then I was guided by my sister and
mom to move to the floor for a different position. I ended up laying
against my mom and having Justin and Adena help in coaching me and
letting me know just how close I was. I pushed for about an hour and
then finally my husband says "he is right there, he is right there. Come
on, you are so close" And I gave it all I had and out comes his
head!!!!! I was elated! I stopped pushing for my sister to grab the
camera and capture this moment. Then I gave one more push and he was out
and in his daddy's hands. He unwrapped the cord from under his arm and
around his body and handed him to me. This was it, this was that moment I
dreamt about, the moment I longed for, my sweet sweet baby boy in my
arms!! I immediately exclaimed " I love him, I just love him" and then
said "where is Zoey, call Zoey, ZOEY" I called for her to come quick.
She ran in and came straight over to her baby brother. She kissed his
wet head and immediately wiped her lips off LOL it was too cute! She
sang Happy Birthday to him
and started bringing in toys to give him to "play" with. I don't think it was possible to be any happier at that moment. I laid there, Just laid there in my mothers arms, holding my baby boy and took in every breath we made together. I was on a high, a mommy high. I laid there with my sweet boy while we talked about how small we thought he looked and compared features on his sweet little face. I laid there for about an hour and a half waiting for the placenta to come with the cord still attached. It wasn't coming so we decided to go forward with the cord burning. My husband set everything up and he burnt the cord which took about 10 minutes. Paxton just laid in my arms so calm and still just looking around. Once the cord was detached Daddy was now able to hold his son!!! He weighed him and with a shock to us all we discovered he was 9.2lbs!! We all thought he was around 7lbs. We then measured his length and everyone took turns snuggling their sweet nephew/grandson. After another hour and half I delivered the placenta in the shower and bagged it up for Jessica to pick up and make placenta pills :} The night was over, Zoey was tucked into bed by her aunts and Granny and we were now snuggling our sweet boy in our bed. Did I just dream that? Did that really just happen? Is this real life? I was in shock and I couldn't sleep. Justin looked exhausted and all I wanted to do was lay there and admire this perfect little being that I just brought into the world. So I did.
So here we are....... Happy and healthy and doing great! I hope you enjoyed this LONG birth story. I couldn't wait to share it with you all and feel free to share with others. I hope maybe it can inspire just one mommy out there to take charge of her birth. Do your research, know the facts. Childbirth does not have to be scary, childbirth doesn't have to an emergency. Know your body and do what your mommy gut tells you to do.
Here are a few pictures from our special day!
Big Sister waiting on her little brother to arrive
Martini giving love while laboring
The whole family
Getting intense
Moved upstairs
Being a goof pretending to catch a football
My rock
Couldn't have done it without him
He's here!!!
"good job, mommy"
First moment as a family of four
"I love him, I just Love him"
Martini and Zoey checking out their baby brother
Bliss
There is no one else I would rather have leaned on during one of the hardest moments of my life than my momma
Pennewell Family
My happy ever after
Sweet "P"
First time nursing
Cord Burning
Cord heals faster and less chance of infection.
His cord fell off at 3 days old
Zoeys face is priceless
swaddled up by daddy so he can be weighed
Sweet kiss from sister
And a hug
In love!
Proud papa
Weighing our boy
We were all shocked at his weight 9.2lbs
21 inches long
Happy Granny with her 7th Grand-baby
Remember that moment I longed for...... This is that moment
Day before delivery (40weeks 3days) : 5 days post delivery! Amazing what are bodies can do!
